If she only knew.

I have not updated this blog for several reasons. Most I choose not to share. But I am truly in love with this lady but she does not feel the same way.  Last year she came to me.  Then again this year.  I wish I knew what to say to her to explain just exactly how I feel.  I find her amazing and beautiful and everything best in a woman.  And I have wanted to hold her for so long.  This may never be meant to be but I just cannot walk away so easily. She has not completely pulled away.  If she wanted, she could completely avoid me.  So I feel there is a slight chance however small it might be.